only in my dreams. And really, it’s not wishful thinking. Not right now at least.
I’ve been having dreams that seem SO real. It takes place in the present time. I’m pregnant. I’ve got those early pregnancy symptoms, cramping, even the slightest of movement in there …
Oh gosh.. so you can imagine how I might be feeling right now. With newborn twins I am a little put of by the thought of another pregnancy right away. I am managing the two babes at the moment, but I’m not sure how I could handle another. I mean, I could babysit and things, b/c it’s temporary. But if I have another kid of my own right away I will be in for it (whatever that means), for a lifetime.
Make the ‘feelings’ stop. May these dreams cease and bring me PEACE at night while I try to get the measley 3 hours of sleep in that I can.


‘least there’s the relief when you wake up and realize it’s not real